Friday. 7.9.04 4:34 pm
Empty factories to the east and all our waste.
The shape of things that came shows on the broken workers face.
To the west you'll find our silicon promised lands where.
Machines replace our minds for systematic profit plans.
The course of human progress staggers like a drunk.
Its steps are quick and heavy and its mind is slow and blunt.
I look for optimism but I just dont know.
Its seeds are planted in a poison place where nothing grows.
Its 1989 stand up and take a look around.
Weathers bitter tension it seems is sinking down.
Drunk with power and fighting one another.
Every hour shows the winter getting harder.
Theres a freezeup coming.
Theres a freezeup coming.
One nation stands the tallest radiating blinding light.
Plastic and fluorescent energy robbing us of sight.
Set in our way content with our decay.
We wave the flag of freedom as we conquer and invade.
Ever ask yrself wheres my place in this hell.
But no ones there to tell you cuz they dont know that themselves.
The well rehearsed lines from our elated politicians.
No longer offer solace we can see the self destruction.
Just one political song to drop into the list.
That is years and years long.
-Operation Ivy .-. Freeze Up
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Thursday. 4.22.04 7:18 pm
mood: buugers! YESIR!
listening to: ¨e <- your face after i smash your eyes to your mouth!
watching: har har nothing u fool i jsut said i wasnt gonna watch tv!23
its such a nice day outside im gonna take a vow.. no internet browsing/Television for 1 week just for the sake of resistance..
... cuz fuck em thats why!
g'day wont be back for a week (probably longer since i never post here =D)
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Thursday. 4.22.04 5:58 pm
watching: everything pass by my window in a hurry
listening to: Dear Moma - Tupac
mood: good
ive been listening to a new radio station and i love it.. its mostly underground stuff but they also play saucey momba at around 6 every night.. which you know i love.
i love all types of music really.. only i hate country.. and well no just country... i just dont understand how ppl make money off a cowboy raping a sheep and making a song about it are we stupid? yes.
but anyway oh the radio station is 90.7-3 on FM your dial.. no commercials cuz well they are like public access and lets face it.. public access is the best
man i have been feeling soo good lately i spent some time with my dad today.. and in someways thats the reason i was gone from school today..
i needed nothing, but i wanted something..
there we go thats what i wanted to say thats how i feel today
so i am on the 2nd half of the 2nd week home alone.. only about 4 and a half more weeks to go.. I feel soo mature now..
the summer is here it looks like from my window.. and actually i think im gonna go outside right now ill cya later
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Friday. 3.26.04 7:55 pm
mood: disarm you with a smile
once a again, you know that ill be back! OH YA return of the.. oh right..
wasup players and pimps,
well... uhh havent been here for awhile.. again heheh
a lot has happened and i dont mean to be distant... its just that i am
words cant express life in the fullest it takes a life to know how life is lived.. and so i live mine.. expierence is the only true teacher. and from mistakes life teaches us.. every second u waste.. u will soon realise that time is tangable and that it will waste away, just like money, even if u spend it carefully.. ive come to grip my death closely and i am not afraid to die i live life till the end and only in the end will i truely be able to rest i might as well work as hard as i can until i die and from death on i will rest eternally
this brings me to my next point on my mind as of right now.. with sort of a gap for u to fill in the blanks..
let me define somethings for u..the past is unchangeable.. always it will be a constant .. but the present is now as is .. we will never see the future until it is here.. when it becomes the present... so technically the future is an ever distant instantce or point in time.. but back to my point.. the past u cannot change because it has alrdy past...
so DONOT dwell in it(the past).. spend your time dreaming up the future and perfecting the present by comparing it to the past.. build a template that you set out for your future. only look back to the past to learn.. do not spend your time whinning about how miserible your life is because you got made fun of afew (insert date) ago..
the past will kill you
live accordingly
the last few words spawned as i remember earlier watching some goths mope around about how depressing life is.. i also become depressed but i can control myself..
just a few words on my mind right now.. but PLEASE tell me if u disagree because conflict = bliss and we could both benefit from clashing
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Tuesday. 3.2.04 9:06 pm
Tuesday. 2.17.04 4:50 pm
just had a fight with my mom and she says i should go live with my dad
out
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